Haikus - only time will heal

Sometimes I wish that

I was the one you thought of

when you were so drunk.

When you were so drunk

you kept saying how it felt

to feel bad for me.

To be together,

Yet to also have someone 

living in your head,

Controlling your mind,

where I am also I living,

but they are also.

Only becoming

crowded with each day,

you’d swap us for each other,

Covered in tears:

water I’d always drink from,

devour and slurp,

until you were dry,

satisfied from both women

that you had fooled.

Fallen so deep that
my right knee has left a mark,
a scar from the fall,

only time will heal,
that's all I ask from you,
I know I will heal.